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it’s time i was honest with you
and your lawyers

the global economy is a huge web of resource flow and transactions

at one end, there’s constant death and suffering

at another end, there’s you tapping on your phone

these two things are connected. often by fewer degrees than you realize

the question is not “whose fault is this”

i can always tell that i love you
you send me lots of texts nowadays
because we’re really far apart
my life is pretty much delimited by them
in between, im drinking coffee
and always typing away at some dumb shit
but when i see your name there again
and im reminded that i know you
immediately
i can tell!

if “know” meant “love”,
then
uh.
then i would uh
wait lemme start over

the back stage man with the cane
cant pull me from here
so i could really just say “i love you”
into the mic forever
ill make this bar go out of business

ive got a gift for you
di ofnt
wnj o dior.
i dktn know m id
its smooth and plush
im ntk jeo mi m
i dorn mjsk o
i kdntk meo
look inside. theres a forest
kdint kenc
i kfnto ne
idk t
we can go together
jnwo midnto njow
ido ntm neo n
i odntk neo
— --dont fear the blood
Idontk now i
Id on kwtno
Idon town p
itll be quick
Id ontkw p
Dito nw
Indint o
and youll be with me
Wi n
Id ont m
Wn idontk mow
And nothing else will exist
i idntk mow
ind notn m
i of tk meo
just grass and leaves
id knt mei m
i odnt
ken o
and each other
id onto knwo
id ontknow
idontk
we’ll graze together
iwind one
kdint kenc
i dtn kek m idktn kneo
well graze forever

theres much i can do, and theres much i can feel
fortunately, choices dont often leave me paralyzed
unfortunately, i might make the wrong choice

maybe ill end up on the wrong side of a historical murderous tidal wave. maybe ill have less fun. maybe ill let my equals suffer.

maybeeeeEEReeE maybe,,,, theres something else under the rock that only glows in the sunlight
as im turning it over, maybe i’ll be helped
theres much i can see on the way
fortunately, ive got lots of love to give
unfortunately, my face is a dense and gummed-up grating

maybe though we’ll work it out and be fulfilled. maybe ive got lots of God juice to spare. maybe i’ll save the world.

Maybe! in a curtain-drawn room where everything makes me terrifatigued
there’s a hidden treasure chest
in plain sight. that i dont deserve. that i corrupt by opening.
that i will open anyways.
maybe im more scared of my treasure loving me back
maybe my treasure will pull me in and bite through my neck
so i, a head, can just fall through your endless tunnel of gold and crystals
watch the glimmering and shimmering. listen to the sparkle and sheen. taste the rock candy.
while blood drips out of me to float above
dispersing sensory love into the atmosphere you keep for me
maybe ill never notice that im falling in a circle
and all i need to be happy is for you to rub your tummy
and let me know you’re still out there

unfortunately, nothing matters
fortunately, nothing matters

heys lut,
in a trench deeper than everest is high
we all succumb to deep-sea gigantism eventually
are you nervous? are you gonna be embarrassed?
about your massive hyper-cock?
its okay. you can stay with us. its normal here.
besides, its easier to find your friends
fingering through the blue-black haze
when everyone’s packing like crazy

you might be thinking, since we’re so tolerant,
why not just stay like you are?
they’ll judge you for looking like us
but we won’t judge you for looking like them
why not take the benefits of our community
without giving up the fashion of smallness?
i cant stop you
and one person can shovel diatomaceous ooze their whole life
and it would be fine. it’ll replenish

everyone takes and everyone gives
and yes, you may be just one drop in an oceanic current
but you are still you. and you still have a choice
you could remain in a comfortable in-between
that would be fine. i dont know much about that,
but im sure its fine and fun

or, you could fall down the trench and not stop yourself
quickly mold into our liquid puzzle piece
sleep soundly on your dick like a body pillow
hug and massage your friends to feed the ooze
love yourself like everyone, everyone like yourself
go fuzzy and gooey. spread out and break apart to join the medium